Perhaps, I May Have Been Gutless Today.

Yes, as I already stated. Perhaps it was I who was slightly gutless today.

I had the chance to talk to jerkface, and figure all this out. And when the time came... All I could think was "Do I really want to know? Really Sammy,.. Do you want to know"

And judging by the fact that there wasn't much said other than:

Me: "what was with the facebook message a couple days ago?"
Him: "what message?" -worried look on his face-
Me: "The one that was all 'if you love something let it go... if it comes back, its yours.....im still waiting' .... That message...."
Him: "Oh shit.. sorry Sammy, I was really fucked up when I wrote that......" -Wont make eye contact...at all-
Me: "well...then....uhm.... The drunken messages really have to stop......"
Him: "you staying for dinner?"
Me: "Naw, Feel like spagetti...probably just go home and make it for everyone there..."
Him: "K, well if you feel like hangin out or watching a movie... or talking later.... We should probably talk later once things quiet down around here...."
Me: "Ya.... See ya later."

Judging by that. I don't know. I don't want to know anymore. I don't want to have a conversation thats going to do anything. Today, I'd prefer to just leave it as it is. Nothing. But now, atleast hopefully... The drunken messages will stop. Which will in turn. Make this all easier.

Leaving next week.

That'll be much easier as well if all these drunken messages stop.



I hope.


-S