The random urge to write has siezed me.

Its humorous how life has changed, the different roads we have taken and the off-beat paths that some of us have even chose to wander.

It makes we wonder where I will be five years from now, Still on the same path? Or will I have taken another path less traveled by?

I have watched many people come and go through my life, some of them affecting me with lasting results, and some of them as though they were just ghosting by, gone as quick as they were there.
Some of them disappear for years & it never fails that we find our way back to each other.

I couldn't be a happier woman, sitting here in the morning gloom at the computer. Because when Chev puts his arms around me, I feel.

I know its a wonderful life, and I am thankful for every mistake, every minute of turmoil and every good or bad thing in my life.

Because at this moment, I am happy, My winding off-beat trail has brought me home.


-S

Well Good Morning!

Hm, Well, I just don't know what to write about today.

The thoughts in my head are a little scatter-brained & I told everyone that has this that I would keep them updated on my life.

Last time I wrote was the 14th, since then I have worked, and worked and worked. Oh, And I got a brand new HTC Incredible S. Which is an INCREDIBLE phone. Its all touch-screen and purrrdy. I enjoy it ever so much.

I'm putting off dishes & popping into work to send my order. But I have to get that done quick, When my coffee is done I suppose.

Things are going well though, I am enjoying life. Despite being very tired. I've been working six day weeks. Don't take that the wrong way, I am NOT complaining, I love it. I feel so, well, Happy.

I rather quite enjoy this life, and I'm glad that I made this move. I keep saying it, that this was the best decision that I've ever made for me. I'm just proud of myself.

After all the shit I've been through in my life, and the thousand times I've heard that I'd never be something or do anything or amount to anything... well.. Look at me now Fuckers. Here I am. I'm running a buisness, have a great man, a great house, great family & I couldn't ask for better, I could bug life to get my great friends here, but thats what facebook is good for, and texting. Its like they are all here anyways. I just miss seeing them thats all.

I got to talk to Stacey (or text with her) She is doing well. And I am proud of her. <3

I can't wait to get to hometown and visit. I can, but I can't. I miss my sister & the kidlettes & even Darin too! Haha. Of course I miss you too Darin!
It shall be a good visit. I am excited.

I am also excited about life in general. Got some big news!

Chev gave me a house key. :D

I am so happy, I couldn't have been more excited yesterday. I was all bouncy and happy & WoooHoo!!

I know we haven't been together long, but I can honestly say that I've never had this connection with someone. Its so deep & intense, and it makes sense. I definitely <3 my Chevy.
I even got up before him & put the coffee on. Since when do I ever get out of bed first?!

Since now! And I love it!

Haha. Anyways, I should go get ready for my day, I've got some running around to do before Chev & I go build sandcastles.

Can't wait, so excited!

I'm lovin' life, and so should you!!

-S

Yeah, I can scrub a bathroom clean & Still look fucking amazing.

I don't have the words to quite explain how much I'm actually enjoying my life.

For once I'm not just telling myself I'm happy & hoping that it will come true. I stopped looking for happiness, because its not something you can create until you are alright with yourself.

I've battled a long time with myself, and the senseless situations in my life, and for once, I've emerged to a beautiful place a stronger & smarter person.

I made a choice, and it changed my life. I'm forever changed by that decision as it has brought me home.

After all, they say home is where the heart is.

I couldn't be happier, even on horrible days I'm still laughing and smiling.

I've got a wonderful boyfriend, an amazing job & a beautiful home. My life is successful. And I've finally got someone who enjoys my paper-airplane crazy-ness. My Sammy-ness as Amy calls it. This change of pace is exactly what my life required.

I've cleaned kitchens & bathrooms & I've made things sparkle of late, and all because I honestly want to. Its appreciated. Which is a HUGE change for me. I've never had someone in my life that says 'thanks' for the little things I do. It just adds to the want to do them, because I suppose, well, I just want to.

After all, its the little things that mean the most.

I miss my friends back in the little town. I think of them everyday, and I'm glad for facebook, excellent way to keep updated on eachothers lives.

Anywhoo enough for now.

Enjoy the wonder of life, Its absolutely beautiful!

-S