I'm possibly the worst offender for using lyrics as my titles. oh well.
I've been down the last few days, well about a week actually. I think part of it has to do with the quitting smoking & the other part is I've become quite attached to blogging, I try to do it daily (i feel its effects better than my multi-vitamin) but I haven't been able to get on to it on my laptop for 'bout a week now.
-Insert cry face here-
I read, and deleted some of the blogs I've had over the years. God was I ever have a lot of angst & hate for the world. For everything really.
I had no fear of showing it either.
Not that I do now, I'm over being a punching bag & taking every bodys shit, if I've got a problem you'll know, but i digress, Once apon a time I was sixteen, and a very very angry girl.
I'm thankful that I am not there anymore.
Fuck today, I'm thankful I got on to write in this blog no one follows.
I've come to the conclusion this is for me, & no one else. & i'm okay with that.
Its how I come to terms with myself.
Sometimes we have some amazing revelations here.
Well got to go collect my love from the couch and move him to bed.
Sweetest dreams readers.
xoxo
-S
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