Yeah, I can scrub a bathroom clean & Still look fucking amazing.

I don't have the words to quite explain how much I'm actually enjoying my life.

For once I'm not just telling myself I'm happy & hoping that it will come true. I stopped looking for happiness, because its not something you can create until you are alright with yourself.

I've battled a long time with myself, and the senseless situations in my life, and for once, I've emerged to a beautiful place a stronger & smarter person.

I made a choice, and it changed my life. I'm forever changed by that decision as it has brought me home.

After all, they say home is where the heart is.

I couldn't be happier, even on horrible days I'm still laughing and smiling.

I've got a wonderful boyfriend, an amazing job & a beautiful home. My life is successful. And I've finally got someone who enjoys my paper-airplane crazy-ness. My Sammy-ness as Amy calls it. This change of pace is exactly what my life required.

I've cleaned kitchens & bathrooms & I've made things sparkle of late, and all because I honestly want to. Its appreciated. Which is a HUGE change for me. I've never had someone in my life that says 'thanks' for the little things I do. It just adds to the want to do them, because I suppose, well, I just want to.

After all, its the little things that mean the most.

I miss my friends back in the little town. I think of them everyday, and I'm glad for facebook, excellent way to keep updated on eachothers lives.

Anywhoo enough for now.

Enjoy the wonder of life, Its absolutely beautiful!

-S